I have a long to-do list for today. I'm so behind that I have resorted to posting sticky notes everywhere to help me manage the list.
The week has been a difficult one and I need to write it out.
All the emotions. All.the.emotions!
All the joy!
Friend, it's been quite a week. I remember a couple of weeks ago thanking the Lord for giving us a season of calm. Isn't he so good to give us a moment to catch our breath before he moves us towards the next lesson.
The Lord is working on one of my kids. I posted on Facebook this week that it's difficult to watch it happen. As a mom, you never want to see your kid struggle or hurt. But then again, you do want to see it. You do want to see your kid experience consequences of bad decisions. You do want to see your kid learn from stupid mistakes. But all the emotions involved are what is hard to manage.
This kid. He belongs to the Lord and this week I had to give him back over and over again. He disappointed me. He scared me. He made me mad. He made me cry! All in the same day.
But Joy! In the midst of my prayers for this kid, God reassures me, comforts me, reminds me that he does hold his boy very close to him, which is why all of this hard stuff was happening. God was not going to give up on this kid. That is JOY!
Knowing, God loves your kid more than you can.
Knowing He never gives up on us.
Knowing he will continue to wait until my kid comes back to him.
Knowing this gives me joy.
I wish the world could understand what real joy is! It has nothing to do with how I feel, because I have had all the feels this week. Joy is about what God is doing in my life and in my kids life and knowing it is out of his crazy love for us. And because of his joy, we can walk in confidence that His plan for our kids is so much better than ours and he is piecing together a story that could change lives!
"So we don’t look at the troubles we can see now; rather, we fix our gaze on things that cannot be seen. For the things we see now will soon be gone, but the things we cannot see will last forever." 2 Corinthians 4:18 (NLT)
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